variables in bipolar depression

Answering a question of the permanent aspect of bipolar

2009-10-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

The question arose : is bipolar permanent ?

Here is my thoughts to such a question.

Bipolar generally is permanent in away it is something that cannot be taken lightly it is stigmatizing deteriorating an negatively influencing an aspect of imperfect . In all though we all have flaws in one attribute or another some more than others . In some cases it is apparently more visible than others then on the other hand it is not so vexing as black an white . It can be a difficult thing to deal with if one makes it that way. Try your best to understand an cope with the situation everyone needs love in one way or another as in the case of being bipolar there is also a bit of a degree in understanding helps too. Medication is quite expensive an from my realization there is no cure all pill . Being prescribed hundreds of different combinations of medications it certainly takes time to find the right combinations for the individual everybody is different in they're own way's an so is the medications. As it's effectiveness is different in each individual . Contrary to unpopular belief there is not an easy quick fix. By just taking a pill its not going to alter the situation rendering it fixed it is a lifetime duration . recognition understanding an considering such should all be taken into account of the realization that it is the seriousness involved. I myself have accepted that I am different I realize my weaknesses my problem an take steps to avoid the conflicting errors. self understanding an acceptance is in my case the reversal of a downward spiral . Effectively realising my abilities an of course boundaries certainly help with the capacity of dealing with the perplexing situation. I may not sleep as much I may think clearer faster an react in a different way than others do . In so which I curb my degree of interactions with others some destructive an negatively influencing individuals have been deleted deterred from or avoided completely realizing an refraining from the aggravates has securely given myself a better way of life . I take time outs to add to the situation creating sort of calming effects when angered or agitated . A walk on the beach a bike ride getting away from it all in itself really is a greater overall perspective in self help construction . Than the burden of being overdosed with pills that can debilitate one to a stare an drooling on the floor . In my case being clouded by the medications an overwhelmed with the nonfunctional inability to be in control was more of a loss than a cure . Of course each individual is different but in a sense of understanding myself an realizing my feelings an boundaries are essentially the greatest step I ever took by learning as much as I could an granted it wasn't easy but acceptance was the most important steps to overcome by acceptance that first step in self improvement was an is the critical reversal in the downward spiral of such a unique an debilitating labeling . being branded broken is the most hurtful stigmatization . But accepting the reality of it is the greatest step in conforming to the status of personality development rather than the deterioration of personality . I have found that bipolar individuals are the most creative individuals in the world stimulating the positive directly influences the negative . you've heard two wrongs don't make a right but certainly consider two rights is a step in a positive direction canceling the wrong . nurture the positive an make more rights than wrongs is the easiest to overcome an redirect the actions an activities . I surely hope you can understand my thoughts towards this dire situation you are confronted with an have acquired a greater understanding feel free to ask me any questions that you may have directly at veppsinc@aol.com Or make your comments below an I will get to them as soon as possible . sincerely Dirtdog

THE FADING DISTANTS OF REALITY

2009-07-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

The fading distance of reality eludes the composure of the day .

Sleep is a reprieve away from the every day torturous effects of causally falling off the edge but it seems only such as if to give relief momentarily of deliverance to such anguish for a short period of time.

Dreams wild tangents wash away the edge of the monotonous day for spurious adventures into the realm of the unknown .

The effective distinguishing difference is that the dreams are of as if reality steps in an changes the scene of intensity .

Although the dreams seem to be getting wilder an wilder .

Even though the adventure is of a different feel an style of a reflection almost as if the feeling or thoughts into the dream gives sort of a casual relief an understanding into the wants an desires of change .

The facts are in the effects of perspective of is that what seems to be in the dreams are the desire to be where one has not .

As if it the mind has its own passages of somewhat that is missing in the adventurous conscious mind rather than that of the normal sad day to day lifestyle .

VARIABLES IN BIPOLAR DEPRESSION

2008-10-01T11:37:00.000-07:00

THE DIFFERENCES OF WHAT WOULD BE KNOW AS VARIABLES

CONCERNS OF DEPRESSION

THERE IS A VAST ARRAY OF PARAMETERS IN THE DEPRESSED MIND ...

SWINGING FROM MANIC TO THE TREACHERIES OF DESPAIR SHRINKING INTO AN ABYSS OF ENDLESS SHELVED CHARACTERS .

EMOTIONS PLAY A KEY ROLE
THE EFFECT OF REGARD AS TO THE INFLUENCE OF OTHERS CAN SIGNAL SHIFTS IN EITHER DIRECTION OR SPECIFIC WAY . ESPECIALLY THE MORE SIGNIFICANT ONE IS TO THE INDIVIDUAL ..

CAN ALTER THE SUBCONSCIOUS IN MANY WAYS ....
ALSO THE OUTWARD APPEARANCE CAN BE SEEN IN THE EFFECT OF DETERIORATION ...
TRANSPARENCIES CAN BE BROUGHT OUT BY THE INDIVIDUAL ...

TO AS GIVING A FRONT OF SELF ESTEEM .... ALL THE WHILE THE INTERIOR SELF DECOMPOSES IN ALL TO MANY VARIABLE ASPECTS OF SUCH SANITY BE IT THAT OF ILLUSIONS OR A SYMMETRY OF IDEALISTIC MANIFESTS.... THE DEPTH AND DIFFICULTY OF SUCH IS NOT AN EASY ASPECT TO UNDERSTAND ..... ONLY IN THE EFFORTS OF ONE TO UNDERSTAND THE ACTUAL EVENTS GENERATED IN ONE ...
IS REALLY OF EXPERIENCE OF ONES OWN INSANITIES ....

IN SO FORTH AS TO UNDERSTAND THE GREAT VAST OF DIFFERENCES A TEXTUAL DATA OF THE DIFFERENCES SHOULD POSSIBLY BE WRITTEN IN NOTES OR A DAILY DIARY ...OR EVEN BRIEF POST IN A DAILY LOG .. CAN HELP ONE TO REALISE THE DIFFERENCES AFTER TIME ....THE GREAT ILLUSION OF THE DAYS THEN TEND TO MANIFEST INTO A DISTINCT VARIABLE DIFFERENCES...

BUT THEN THERE IS THE INDIVIDUAL THAT'S ABOVE AN BEYOND THAT ...ONE THAT IS FAR GREATER THAN THE VAST MAJORITY ....

CHARACTERISED A SAVANT IN SUCH SPECIFICS DUAL MULTI PERSONALITY ...
THE VERY EDGE OF EXISTENCE IS THE EXTREME....
PIECE BY PIECE THE PUZZLES ARE CREATED RATHER THAN LAID OUT BEFORE ONE ...

THUS FORTH THESE TYPES OF INDIVIDUAL ARE EFFECTIVELY THE MOST SEVERE FORM ..
.ALSO APPARENTLY THE VERY UPPER MOST IN THE RANGE OF DIFFICULTY TO PERCEIVE UNDERSTANDING ..
EFFECTIVELY THEY TEND TO CREATE A VAST ARRAY OF FOREFRONT PLACARDS AS REPRESENTATIONS TO ELUDE THE OPPOSITION...
OPPOSITIONS EFFECTUALLY ARE A PERSUASIONS THRUST ED INTO THINKING AN ALTERNATE....
A CREATION OF A TOTAL DISTRACTION FROM THE ATTRIBUTES OF SIGNIFICANCE OF SUCH A INDIVIDUAL ....SOME THOUGH TO BE REPRESENTED AS A DETERRENT'S ....AN IN THE MIND OF SUCH THAT SIGNIFICANT DETERRENT CALL IN MOST INSTANCES DEDUCT FROM THE EDGE OF APPROACH .....SUCH SIGNIFICANT DEFENSIVE BARRIER ARE RARELY BROUGHT DOWN ....
IN ORDER FOR ONE TO HAVE OF SUCH SEVERE PURPOSEFUL SAFETY BARRIERS THE DEEPER AN INDIVIDUALS DEPTHS OF ILLUSION TO REALITY IS CONSCIOUSLY PERCEIVED ELUSIVE ....

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